My special place

[Snowie]

Is anyone around?

[tyme]

Hey @Snowie - how are you?

[Snowie]

I'm struggling @tyme 

I feel so lost and so alone. My thoughts are not good.

[tyme]

I'm sorry you feel lost and alone tonight @Snowie - did something happen?

I'm more than happy to sit with you for a chat. 

Here, I'll make you a cuppa:

What tea cake would you like? or biscuits? tim tams? lotus?

[Snowie]

Things are just building up again @tyme I feel like I am losing control all over again. I had no control in my psych appointment today. I may as well been not in the room. It was just a conversation between the psych and my hubby.

A cuppa sounds nice. I have not eaten the past few days. I just can't stomach anything.

[tyme]

Was the appointment for you or both you and your hubby @Snowie ?

As for the cuppa, I hope you can make yourself on in real life. Not eating really shows to affect one's thought patterns - I know this was certainly true for me....i'd make irrational judgment and choices - all because I hadn't eaten.

I can also whip up a feast for you 🙂 What would you like?

[Snowie]

The appointment was for both of us @tyme and how he could support me more. But it didn't end up like that. Now I don't see her for another 5 weeks as she is going on holidays. I am scared of myself.

I know I need to eat, my appetite is non existent. If I had my choice I would probably have some thai food. That is my favourite

[tyme]

Thai food @Snowie . Tell me about it. I can't say I've had much experience with Thai food. I guess it surpasses my food of choice - noodles. 

Think about your favourite Thai food.

How does it smell? Describe it to me 🙂

[Snowie]

It smells like soy sauce, oyster sauce, garlic and a hint of chilli @tyme It has vegies, noodle, chicken and chilli in it. All mixed up together.

My kids love that sort of food too. 

I think I need to ring someone. I cant control the thoughts tonight.

[tyme]

- Lifeline on 13 11 14

- Beyondblue on 1300 224 636

- Suicide Call Back Service on 1300 659 467

@Snowie  - I'm here if you want to debrief after. Hugs