My Mosaic

[Jynx]

@Bow bahaha omg classic dramatic kid syndrome eh? 🤣

Oh my nephew is the same apparently, he and his friends all play games together but... they're not in the same room!! Modern childhood is a different ballgame hey! 

Yeah it's really cool hey!! And d'awww you!! Bless 😍

[Bow]

ED monster having a real good go tonight @Jynx  lotsa nasty and mean stuff getting hurled around inside my head, real loud and relentless. 

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disgusting fat pig yuck yuck yucky repulsive 🤮 yuck so mad and angry with myself disgusting 

[Jynx]

@Bow I am not sure that me arguing with those thoughts is gonna help right now, as much as I want to tell that part of your brain off for being so mean to you. 

I don't know how to make it better. But I do know that no matter what, like even if you were the most icky person in the world, I would still give you a big squishy hug in a heartbeat if I could! 

🫂🫂🫂🫂

I am off soon hun, but mayhaps you will see me sooner than you think 😉

[Bow]

All spiraled worse @Jynx  its so bad. Tears and holding my breath. 

gonna go crawl into bed. Least no one can see me there

[Jynx]

Aww hey @Bow hun, hope you got off to sleep eventually? 

How you travelling today darlin?

[Bow]

@Jynx ?

[Jynx]

@Bow!! 

[Bow]

Is it safe today @Jynx ? Insides feeling real unsettled 

[Jynx]

@Bow forums safe you mean? I will do my darndest always to help build safety here so... yes.

Insides all swirly? Have you done some slow/measured breathing hun? 

Here for ya 💜

[Bow]

Thank you. Thank you @Jynx 

yeah real swirly it don’t feel good at all and yeah been doing that. Breathing. Helps a tiny bit but then when I stop it gets bad again real quick. Then me forgets. 
its not good today. feeling like it’s not hmm gonna stop in time. I don’t wanna be in trouble