I can’t cope

[Captain24]

Thanks for checking in in

me @Shaz51. I’m not really doing well.

But I guess it is what it is. Some days it’s hard to see the way through. I’m going through a really really rough patch. 

[Shaz51]

@Captain24 , thinking of you and pixie lots 

[Captain24]

Aaarrrggghhh…. I’m not ok. I am safe. But I have really unsafe urges. At least I can’t act on them

[tyme]

Hey @Captain24 ,

What's happening?

[Captain24]

I really don’t know @tyme. I don’t really understand.

I’m trying to write an email to my nurse but don’t even know where to start.

[tyme]

Maybe give yourself some space away and come back to it? Do you think that will help? @Captain24 I can't say I've ever written a letter to a nurse, but that's what I do for assignments. I get a mental block so I need time away to do some physical activity and then I come back to it with fresh eyes.

What are you up to tonight anyway?

[Captain24]

We email all the time @tyme. It works better when I’m working. She has been away and knows I am so maybe I’ll just wait and see if she emails me tomorrow. 

I’m laying on the lounge upstairs away from my parents watching the end of Australian idol. I spent part of the afternoon at the beach, so that was great! 

What have you been upto? 

[creative_writer]

@Captain24, take your time with the email. Sometimes minds can be a little scattered in the heat of the moment, let the words come naturally. Australian idol sounds lovely, haven't seen much of it to be honest but some people do have really powerful and beautiful voices. Another day at the beach sounds so peaceful. I wish I could go to a quiet non-crowded beach and study.

[tyme]

I've been doing work today @Captain24 , then sort of planning my week out.

I sat at dinner with my niece and nephew. I'll show you a photo of what the 'mood' was like during dinner.... i just had to laugh...