so anxious so pent up

[ArraDreaming]

i think I’m on the verge of absolutely destroying everything in my path and punching somebody in the head
and no. I don’t care what you say. 

[ArraDreaming]

i feel too anxious and overwhelmed and my heart is racing I feel like I can’t even think proerklh and I swear to god if one person calls me messages me tries to talk to me asks me do anything I’m gonna punch them
i am meant to be at work but I’m sitting in my caf

[ArraDreaming]

car * you dumb peice of shit phone

[ArraDreaming]

My chest hurts

[tyme]

I'm so sorry to hear how hard it is for you right now. I hear the anxiety and the stress you are experiencing. I'm sorry that messages from people may not be helpful right now.

Maybe this hat will remind you that you CAN hide. It gives you permission to feel the way you do @ArraDreaming . I'm not sure what your son's hat looks like. But this hat represents who you are, and what you are good at, and what you believe in.

At the same time, here's a BIG HUG for you.

[ArraDreaming]

it’s not the messages it’s that I need a break from everyone @tyme

[ArraDreaming]

thanks @tyme
cheers mate
Im ok
A lot going on in my head to try and process all of it sometimes

[ArraDreaming]

And I always fuck ip when I feel like this

[ArraDreaming]

always always always fuck because Im a dumb idiot
do you know how much trouble I’m about to get in because i physically cant move from my car to go back to work after my break
i feel paralysed
I can’t go back

[tyme]

Oh! You are on a break! I was wondering whether you started late today or something.

You don't have to share if you don't want to, but did something happen at work? @ArraDreaming