I can’t cope

[Shaz51]

The 3rd thing that happened yesterday @Captain24 , @tyme , @Dimity , @StuF 

After wr came home and with a massive headache and stress neck ache  I cooked roast chicken pieces and roasted vegetables for dinner 

Today I ammmm soooo tired , resting today which is good 

WASHED our sheets  and tried  to  talk to my cousin about my mum needs hospital care now xxx

[tyme]

Oooooo! You absolutely deserve the rest @Shaz51 .

That's so good!

[Shaz51]

Ohh @tyme , it just feels soo hard to know what to do and what is expected of you to do xxxxx

[Shaz51]

Ohhh @tyme I did have a big cry after the hospital visit after seeing mum 

My Mr shaz was very supportive but I know it was affecting him for the afternoon and I was worried about him and I tried to be stronger 

[Shaz51]

@tyme , @Former-Member , @hanami , @FloatingFeather , @Captain24, @Dimity , @Sophia1 

What I am finding is hard to wanting to go forward while mum is in hospital 

[tyme]

You've been living on edge for a few months now @Shaz51  - it's totally understandable. In my eyes, you have been very strong. 

We're here for you, 

tyme

[Shaz51]

Awwwwwww @tyme I feel like I am falling apart my friend xoxo 

[tyme]

It is a hard road (for now). But it won't always stay that way @Shaz51 . You have been a rock to many during the toughest of times. We are here for you. It's your turn to feel the care and support from others.

tyme

[Captain24]

Glad you are feeling better @tyme .

@Shaz51 life sounds a little difficult right now. Glad you could pamper yourself and your mum. I maybe out of line and feel free to tell me so but I don’t see it as moving in I see it as your new normal. It will take time to adjust to a new normal but it is ok to do so. 

You have made me reflect on my bad mood differently! Mine is just petty.

[Shaz51]

You are right my @Captain24  it will take time to adjust my friend  xx

Yours is not petty at all my friend,  we are here for you always as you are here for me xcc