I can’t cope

[Captain24]

You would love it!!! @Jynx. The Main Street is 2 way but only fits one car! No give way signs at either end either. Just somehow works out! 

I don’t want to make waves, they will just find an excuse to get rid of me. It’s all good, it’s not that big of a mine that you can go to far wrong. Everyone has to ask questions at some point in the block! I can’t have my phone but it’s pictures anyway. Even when I focus they don’t make real sense! 

I know it’s not a good thing but I feel good about not letting them get to me too much. It does get to me but it’s my way of dealing with it. There is no sarcasm in my tone, I just speak to them the same way as I speak to everyone else. 

I had a Lego day today. I’ve completed 7 sets. I’ve done nothing else, I’m still in my pj’s. We had a storm but it was just thunder and lightning, not much of a show but it’s causing a lot of grief with sticking trees and stuff. There was no rain with it. We have been getting a lot of dry storms lately. They are staring so many fires but people have been into it pretty quick and hasn’t caused to much damage. There is 2 bushfires burning though. We desperately need rain! 

[Jynx]

Removed your other post as requested @Captain24 - hope you are able to be gentle with yourself and take things one step at a time. 

Must be a very small town indeed hahaha

Not making waves is also very legit 😉 We all survive in our own way! And yeah same goes for finding whatever ways you can of dealing with people who aren't very nice.

Oh wow, so much Lego! Which was your fav? Sucks about the droughty weather, do you have like a bushfire prep plan and stuff? 

[Captain24]

Thank you. I just don’t think that conversation belonged there @Jynx 

Im not feeling real good, opened a lot of wounds. 

It has grown but the main street and area have never changed since the gold rush era. 

The weather is getting really bad. I think it’s going to be a bad year for fires. Nah.. I don’t have a plan.

I get that they don’t want to talk to me, I wouldn’t either. Not everyone can get along and it’s ok. 

I think the seal and the watering can with flowers. I did think of you when a did a dragon though! 

[Jynx]

@Captain24 I am sorry that it's stirred stuff up for you hun. All feelings fade eventually, just try to be gentle with yourself in the meantime 💜

Well I hope you get some rain soon so it's less of a worry hey. 

Yep yep! Posted a meme in toolshed 2 today about that very thing - 

And I will also add that people actually started liking me more when I stopped caring about what they think. One of life's lil paradoxes! 

Aww bless!! I love dragons, hehe you remembered!! Which dragon was it? I only know of the one in the D&D set, but I am not well-versed in Lego sets ahaha

[Captain24]

Trying @Jynx really trying. It’s not easy. Im struggling and this ‘forbidden’ thing is really p!sing me off tonight. It’s triggering and not helping. 

Im a little unsettled by it but just don’t let it get to me. I’m sure there is many more that don’t like me either and that’s ok as I don’t like all of them either. It surprises me with how calm I am about it. 

It was a gift either way purchase and it was for the year of the dragon. It’s a little bit cute. But when I pulled the box out all I could think of was you!