I can’t cope

[Captain24]

Jett will be 2 @rav3n. It’s kinda bittersweet. It’ll mean that he will start to settle down but he will lose the puppieness in him.

Poor Pix has been asleep. She has such a full belly! I think I’ll give them a late dinner. 

[Captain24]

It was a good afternoon.

I feel a little less paranoid than I did this morning @AuntGlow. Some grounding helped. Now I’m just really anxious. Still not sure about being wanted though. 

[Ru-bee]

You did do a lot today @Captain24 

And that is true that you've been going through that mental stress recently which is very tiring. Hopefully soon you'll start feeling more benefits from eating better

[Captain24]

I’m hoping so @Ru-bee. I’m trying anything I can to get through. Healthy eating is a HUGE thing for me to be doing. It comes with its own set of voices saying no. 

[rav3n]

aww i hope his puppieness stays around for a lil longer!! @Captain24 haha yep, Pix sounds like me after i have a really good meal, i just nap right through. 

what gifts did Pix get??

[AuntGlow]

That makes me so happy to read! @Captain24 

Did you feel a sense of connection or joy throughout today?

What kind of grounding helped you? Maybe we can revisit that now? ☺️💛

[Captain24]

Poor little thing is out like a light! @rav3n. She got 3 toys and a bone. She loves new toys but hasn’t been anywhere near them yet! The bone won. 

I hope he doesn’t lose his puppieness. I think he will keep the spirit that he has. I think his spirit is his personality.

[Captain24]

My anxiety is out of control. @AuntGlow.

I did get some joy seeing Pix so happy. 

I did 5 senses and the 3 things one from the wind down thread. 

[tyme]

Keiko is soooooo big @Captain24 !

HAPPY BDAY PIX!

BIG SIX PIX!

[Captain24]

Yay!! I was hoping you would see the photos!! @tyme. Her birthday is Wednesday but today was the only time I had to do her party. 

Keiko is quite big. 

Poor pix is just sleeping now after so much food!